life today n the future ahead

its almost the end of 2007, many things has happend...

got my 2nd child, my youngest brother got engaged n will soon be getting married, sudden change of life path, big changes in the company, im involving in my own business, n many more..

but the major one is moving to another continent of the world...
couldnt really imagine myself living in another place other than malaysia, im actually happy the first time hubby popped the idea, but after a while,
ive been thinking about my mother, my booming business, our house, the cost involved...

phewww....after a long talk with hubby, it was the right thing to do...cutting of everything n trying to make a new start in our life....ya Allah semoga kami memperoleh kejayaan ya Allah...ameen..

it was a sacfrice that we had to make in order to make a better life of ourself...

i would be spending a few months on my own with the kids...can i handle it? i wonder?? missing my dear beloved hubby? me n the kids have never been separated, not even any any outstation...ooo abang...i will miss you....i really hope i wont burst out when izzah said "papa takde.." hmmm :|

i do think i can manage, but i figured, the first few weeks would be quite tough with the kids n all, n sentimental dengan rindu-rinduan nyer...

need to brush my driving skills, its been ages since ive been behind the wheels...hehe...

and going on the airplane with the kids to meet hubby later on...fuuuuuhhhh...that's one tough job...maybe not to other kids, but to my kids especially izzah who likes to explore everything near her sight... oooh doakanlah everything will be smooth n arrive smoothly to meet hubby...

well...wish me luck!! i'll be needing that a LOooTTT!!