and Ramadhan is saying bye-bye

It was a great experience for this Ramadhan, with the new environment, fasting in a diff weather..and the big thing which hit us when izzah got sick..

Deep down, i do feel happy that this came upon us during Ramadhan..for i have always heard n learnt during my years of learning in school n uni that every test given by Him is to show His Love upon us.. it has always been my life principal..that everything in this world happen for a reason.. and with that i endure the hardship given by Him whole-heartedly and believe that its a reminder for me to be a better worshipper and a better person.. and for that i cant thank Him enough...

I dunno how other ppl might react to having such difficulty when their child is sick..but for me, it wasnt easy.. i prayed hard that izzah wouldnt get paralyzed...
telling it thru phone to my family n writing it here in this blog may not well describe how actually izzah suffer during that time...it was REALLY REALLY heartbreaking...

But nevertheless, the soothing words of our dear mothers have always had a calming effect on me..thank u mak n mama... n the follow-up questions on izzah's recovery from other family members..had given me stregth knowing how much izzah meant to them.. thanx again guys..

and again, during the last days of Ramadhan...i will try not to put it to waste..hopefully it'll be the same for u guys as well.. ;)