sensisitive side of me...

haih....my sensitive side has come again... yes..yes... i am actually a sensitive person, thats why i can cry almost to anything that touched my heart...tak kire la.. nampak orang keta rosak tepi jalan pun nak sedih...kih kih...nmpak org tua jalan sorang2 xde sape pimpin pun nak sedih...haa tahap tula kesedihan tu...

but i have always try my best to hide it, n not to think so much bout it..coz by only doing that can i be though enough to face challenges in this world...n at the end of the day, it will be Him that i go to and burst it all out. Other than that it will be my mum, tapi takkan nk citer sumer lak kat mak kite, nnti die risau..n knowing my mum,kalu die tahu masalah anak2 die gerenti x tido malam, pastu dok mikir jela masalh tu sampai masalah tu hilang...

maybe thats why i like to laugh n talk so much, so that i can easily forget the things that im sensitive aboutt...hmm subhanallah....

yeah, dah lama jgk perasaan sensitif ni x dtg, sejak sebulan lepas la tetiba je cepat terasa...this must be that changing hormones of pregnancy..yup thats it....
suddenly feeling romantic..mula la bukak gamabr2 lama, bkk cd kawen ..kih kih...kadang2 kelakar la ngan diri sendiri....last2 izzah jgk yg layan mama die, sib baik die excited tgk papa ngan mama die dlm cd tu, kalu x terpaksalah layan barney die...

tp seronok jgk kan bkk gambr2 lama...best jer tgk time dulu2...hihi...miss those good old days...hmmm...kalu jumpa kengkwn yg lama x jumpa, they must've think ill be working in this awesome corporate office with my own car n stuff..whereas actually im not...yup...sorry guys... u guessed wrong...dont be shcoked!!... kite merancang Allah yg tentukan...

hope i can manage this sensitivity feeling of mine.....hope i can control it this time around..

Welcome home

My sis in-law will be back today...nonie, yup!! everyone is happy n cant wait to see her..hihi especially my inlaws...im happy too, lama x jumpa nonie...

izzah pun lama x jumpa auntie nonie die...hmm will take some time tk bermesra, ke sekejap je..hehe we'll see..

well nonie...welcome back..hope the weather's here not too hot for u!! kih kih

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri - part 2

ok sekarang citer raya, hihi...

thn ni raya kat my in-laws x cam thn lepas, x ckp korum.... nonie kat nz, jaja lak balik kampung suami, adatlah tu kalu dh kawen...i had the same experience...

we didnt went back to kelantan, beraya kat subang je, pagi lepas sumer org balik raya, makan nasi dagang....yum yum!! pastu lepak2 jap gi umah my family laks... yeay!! jumpa sumer cousin2 ku yg x betul n giler glamour...seronok tgk fesyen baju apa lak laa diorang pakai thn ni, rambut fesyen apa lak laa yg diorang sibuk set kat salon thn ni, kih kih....seronoklah jumpa diorang n my aunts n uncles, yelah jumpa pun cuma setahun sekali, masing2 sibuk ngan keje n urusan masing....

kat umah mak, makan lontong, lodeh, sambal kacang n rendang...double yum yum!!! luv it luv it luuvv itt!!..been craving all that since puasa....

thn ni raya, izzah pakai baju kurung pertamanye...besar sket, tp oklah... ssh nak cari exact size, hiihi...comel tul anak mama...n alhamdulillah die dah leh main ngan bebudak sebaya die, thn lps jumpa org asyik nangis, sbb baby lagi time tu...

camtulah hari raya tahun ni utk kitaorang... thn dpn bertambah lagi ahi keluarga..mudah2an dimurahkan rezki n diberkati Allah selalu...ameen...

ok, to family n friends, selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir n batin... ;)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Assalamualaikum....

hi everyone...lama x update... raya dtg lagik...yeayyyy!!! suka betul raya...tp sedih sbb ramadhan dah pergi...
oklah citer puasa dulu...

masa bln puasa ari tuh, ader borak2 ngan hubby, die kata kdg2 rase dlm hati nk wat cam macam2, yelah nak tadarus, nk qiyam, nak terawih 20 rkaat, tp biler abis 8 rkaat je dh penat.. sbb seharian dh penat bekerja,rase rugi je... well i feel exactly the same, dulu masa bujang dulu selalu ikut abah gi masjid, alhamdulillah smpt jgklah memanfaatkan bulan puasa tu, tp lepas dh kawen ni n sejak ader anak, mmg dh x sempat nk wat sumer tu, cuma berdoa agar dipermudahkan urusan dunia, agar dpt beribadat walau sikit pun jadilah...
tulah ulama kata, kejar waktu terluang sebelum kite dh mula sibuk, antara orang2 yg Allah sayang ialah anak muda yg beramal soleh...
syukur pada yang Esa kerana memberi hidayah ketika itu utk aku beramal, perasaannye x sama masa beramal dulu masa bjg n sekarang, tahap konsentrasinye tu semakin mencabar.

its true, my mom always say, whenever she goes out of town to attend courses, only then she could concentrate on prayers... yelah x yah nk pikir nk masak apa pasni, leh doa lama2 xyah pikir nk hidang makanan tkt suami n anak dh lapar...n know i can actually understand what she meant...dulu dengar je rintihan ibuku, x paham sgt pun, skrg barulah paham...

alamak..rase sedih la plak ingatkn mak!! isk isk...

the boxy spec.. :p

new look

Got a new look with my new spectacles...hihi,..ala spec yg macam trend sekarang ni.yg boxy sket tu...hehe....i really look different...maybe coz i never one like that before...dari kecik sampai skrg asyik pakai pesen same je... can u imagine the spectacles fashion industry...langsung x berkembang...hampeh betull!!

i guess i wont be wearing lenses for a while, quite scared hearing the rumours on some lense cleansing product that are hazardous to the eyes, plus hearing so many things on tv about the side effect on wearing lenses....

but still..i love wearing lense...!!! hmmm :( xpelah kan health comes first than beauty..

anyway...alhamdulillah now my company is officially out with our new name Griffon Holdings Sdn Bhd... Doakan semoga kami berjaya....:)

breastfeeding blues

yes, it has been 15 months ive been breastfeeding my little girl.. and within that time i have gone thru a lot of amazing experience

i started to breastfeed(bf) knowing that its the best milk that i can and must give to my baby.. with all the nutrients and anti bodies to fight germs ... yupp..u know all that right...

i can still remember the first time i b/fed my baby, the milk wont come out... gosh!!n my girl kept crying, i got panicked n quickly asked my hubby to go buy some formula milk..but alhamdulillah, he asked me to relax n try again..and hey...it worked... but still it doesnt come out that much..i knew coz everytime i tried pumping it out, sikit je yg kuwar..tersumbat agaknye says my mom...apalagi, the next day terus call my sis in law suro die urut.. yess, massage my breast..hihi...hey this is not porn talking ok..be more matured!! alhamdulillah that night my baby didnt cry as much as before.

well things were ok then...but after a while, i got confused knowing that my baby still cries eventhou she had her milk....i started to search in the net...n when i looked at me mails from Ummikusayang, thank to Allah, there's an ummi who has the same problem as mine, i found out that my baby has colic, org melayu panggil kembung..

well indeed knowledge is a virtue, colic can come from the daily food that we take...esp for a b/f mothers...so bersambung lagilah tempoh pantangku...i couldnt eat any dairy products, soy products..so no milo, no milk, no egg, no chicken, etc...imagine that!!!!

and alhamdulillah when she turns 4mnths++ she's a healthy happy baby..syukur alhamdulillah....

tapi mmgla Allah kata, selepas setiap kesusahan tu akan dtg kesenangan... of course to succeed u must be strong n calm, coz, the milk will come out when u're relax..alhamdulillah now my girl jarang demam n x pernah kene sembelit...syukur sgt...

all the things i read in the paper bout breastfeed is true...it is the greatest gift a mother could give to their child, other than the milk,it has so many miracles, that i couldnt explain, the bonding, the calming effect the baby will feel, when we held them close in our arms..

well to say im promoting to breastfeed, u can say that, but its all up to you, the important thing is, uve got to have support, escpecially from ur dear husband...coz he's teh one nearest to you, next to Allah... well i know i did...thank u abang... :) te amore..

been a while

i almost lost hope in blogging...between being a mother, a businesswoman n a wife...time really is a precious thing to me... hey who said being a housemaker is actually doing nothing at all..try staying at home for a change u'd understand what im talking about...

practically have to clean the house everyday,...yup! with 1 year old girl running here n there, n learning to eat her food n thrwing it all up on the floor at the same time...haha...its no joke, that i hear some people even gave up being a housewife n go back to work in the office....

but then, although i know i dun have that much of a blog reader.... still i feel like writing...

many things happened to me n my family these few months, my dad was warded to the hospital, my husband's car got stolen n the latest, my feet was injured in a small accident at the kitchen....a small cut tp terjengket2 jgk la jalan..hehe...

eh skrg ni musim world cup...korang sokong sape? me...entah...tgk je sume yg hubby tgk....heheh...

Just a reminder

Assalamualaikum....i know its long, but please read it, its worth ur time..just helping others to remember things we usually forget n take for granted in this life.. :)

Perhatikan keistimewaan yang bakal diperolehi apabila anak-anak anda boleh digelar kanak-kanak atau kupu-kupu syurga.
Barangsiapa yang menggembirakan anak perempuannya, darjatnya seumpama orang yang sentiasa menangis kerana takutkan Allah. Orang yang menangis kerana takutkan Allah diharamkan oleh Allah akan api Neraka ke atas tubuhnya. Ciumlah anakmu kerana pahala setiap ciuman itu dibalas dengan satu darjat syurga. Nisbah di antara dua darjat ialah 500 darjat. Syurga itu ialah sebuah kampung kesenangan, tiada masuk ke dalamnya melainkan orang yang menyukai kanak-kanak.
Barangsiapa keluar ke pekan Muslimin dan membeli barang-barang dan kembali ke rumah dengan membawa buah tangan untuk anak-anaknya, nescaya mendapat rahmat daripada Allah dan tidak diseksa di Akhirat kelak. Muliakan anak-anak dengan mengajar mereka adab dan ilmu agama. Barangsiapa memuliakan anak-anaknya dalam keadaan jahil dia turut menanggung tiap-tiap dosa yang dilakukan oleh anaknya itu dan barangsiapa membekalkan anaknya itu pahala turut diperolehinya.
Aqrak pernah terlihat Nabi s.a.w. mencium cucu baginda Hassan. Aqrak berkata :
"Anakku sepuluh orang banyaknya, namun tiada seorang pun yang pernah aku cium". Sabda Nabi s.a.w.; "Orang yang tidak menyayang tidak pula akan disayang".
Barangsiapa ke pasar dan membeli sesuatu barang untuk ahli keluarganya dan dia memikulnya ke rumah; pahalanya seperti dia memikul sedekah untuk orang yang sangat berhajat. Hendaklah mendahulukan anak perempuan daripada anak lelaki. Maka barangsiapa menyukakan anak perempuan seolah-olah dia memerdekakan anak Nabi Ismail. Suruhlah anak-anakmu sembahyang ketika umurnya tujuh tahun dan pukullah
dia kerana meninggalkan sembahyang apabila berumur sepuluh tahun, pisahkan anak-anak perempuan dalam tempat tidur mereka.
Seorang lelaki bertanya; "Ya Rasullullah, kepada siapakah harus aku berbakti?" Jawab baginda; "Berbaktilah kepada ibu bapamu." Kata lelaki itu lagi; "Ibu bapaku sudah tiada lagi". Sabda Nabi s.a.w.; "Kalau begitu berbaktilah kepada anakmu, ibu bapa berhak terhadap dirimu dan anakmu pula berhak atas dirimu".
Pendapat yang baik dari Allah SWT dan yang sebaliknya adalah dari kelemahan diri ini.

Lelaki Dan Perempuan.
Sekadar untuk renungan semua...
Assalamualaikum.
Baguslah kalau kita sudah tahu akan perkara ini sekurang-kurangnya kita tidak cepat melenting jika berlaku apa-apa isu antara kaum ADAM dan HAWA dan saya juga ingin tambah iaitu betapa beratnya menjadi seorang lelaki, diantaranya adalah seperti berikut:-

Kaum Adam
1. Lelaki bujang kena tanggung dosa sendiri apabila sudah baligh manakala dosa gadis bujang ditanggung oleh bapanya.
2. Lelaki berkahwin kena tanggung dosa sendiri, dosa isteri, dosa anak perempuan yang belum berkahwin dan dosa anak lelaki yang belum baligh.
BERATKAN!!
3. Hukum menjelaskan anak lelaki kena bertanggungjawab keatas ibunya dan sekiranya dia tidak menjalankan tanggungjawabnya maka dosa baginya terutama anak lelaki yang tua, menakala perempuan tidak, perempuan hanya perlu taat kepada suaminya. Isteri berbuat baik pahala dapat kepadanya kalau buat tak baik dosanya ditanggung oleh suaminya. BERATKAN!!
4. Suami kena bagi nafkah pada isteri, ini wajib tapi isteri tidak. Walaupun begitu isteri boleh membantu. Haram bagi suami bertanya pendapatan isteri lebih-lebih lagi menggunakan pendapatan isteri tanpa izin ini. Banyak lagi lelaki lebih-lebih lagi yang bergelar suami perlu tanggung. Kalau nak dibayangkan beratnya dosa-dosa yang ditanggungnya seperti gunung dengan semut. Itu sebabnya mengikut kajian nyawa orang perempuan lebih panjang daripada lelaki. Lelaki mati cepat kerana tak larat dengan beratnya dosa-dosa yang ditanggung. Tetapi orang lelaki ada keistimewaannya yang dianugerah oleh Allah SWT. Ini orang lelaki kena tahu, kalau tak tahu kena jadi perempuan. Begitulah kira-kiranya.

Kaum Hawa
1. Wanita auratnya lebih susah dijaga berbanding lelaki.
2. Wanita perlu meminta izin dari suaminya apabila mahu keluar rumah tetapi tidak sebaliknya.
3. Wanita saksinya kurang berbanding lelaki.
4. Wanita menerima pusaka kurang dari lelaki.
5. Wanita perlu menghadapi kesusahan mengandung dan melahirkan anak.
6. Wanita wajib taat kpd suaminya tetapi suami tak perlu taat pd isterinya (taat kepada ibunya).
7. Talak terletak di tgn suami dan bukan isteri.
8. Wanita kurang dlm beribadat kerana masalah haid dan nifas yg tak ada pada lelaki. Pernahkah kita lihat sebaliknya?? Benda yg mahal harganya
akan dijaga dan dibelai serta disimpan di tempat yg tersorok dan selamat. Sudah pasti intan permata tidak akan dibiar bersepah-sepah bukan? Itulah bandingannya dgn seorg wanita. Wanita perlu taat kpd suami tetapi lelaki wajib taat kepada ibunya 3 kali lebih utama dari bapanya. Bukankah ibu adalah seorang wanita? Wanita menerima pusaka kurang dari lelaki tetapi harta itu menjadi milik peribadinya dan tidak perlu diserahkan kepada suaminya, manakala lelaki menerima pusaka perlu menggunakan hartanya utk menyara isteri dan anak-anak. Wanita perlu bersusah payah mengandung dan melahirkan anak, tetapi setiap saat dia didoakan oleh segala haiwan, malaikat dan seluruh makhluk ALLAH di muka bumi ini, dan matinya jika kerana melahirkan adalah syahid kecil. Manakala dosanya diampun ALLAH (dosa kecil).
9. Seorang wanita boleh memasuki pintu Syurga melalui mana-mana pintu Syurga yg disukainya cukup dgn 4 syarat sahaja :
- Sembahyang 5 waktu
- Puasa di bulan Ramadhan
- Taat kepada suaminya, dan
- Menjaga kehormatannya
10. Wanita jika taat akan suaminya serta menunaikan tanggungjawabnya kepada ALLAH akan turut menerima pahala seperti pahala org lelaki pergi
berperang fisabilillah tanpa perlu mengangkat senjata.
Di akhirat kelak, seorang lelaki akan dipertanggungjawabkan terhadap 4 wanita ini :
- Isterinya
- Ibunya
- Anak perempuannya, dan
- Saudara perempuannya
Manakala seorang wanita pula, tanggungjawab terhadapnya ditanggung oleh 4 org lelaki ini :
- Suaminya
- Ayahnya
- Anak lelakinya, dan
- Saudara lelakinya

MasyaALLAH... sayangnya ALLAH pada wanita kan? Wahai kaum Hawa jangan senang hati... kerana Rasulullah s.a.w. pernah menangis mengenangkan wanita yang lebih ramai di dalam NERAKA... WASPADA...
Segala kebaikan itu datang dari Allah SWT dan segala kelemahan itu datangnya dari diri sendiri.

happy birthday

" happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u, happy birthday to nonie, happy birthday to u...."

happy birthday nonie...selamat dtg ke dunia 'puluhan' hahaha...ure no more a teenager....

nway...live life to the fullest...appreciate what He has given u all this while, and pray for the best in life ahead...moga panjang umur n murah rezeki..ameen...

confession of a thought

i envy people who can stand n just make a no 'no big deal' abaout almost anything that goes in their life..
i envy people who can stand n just make a 'no big deal' face when they are being talked behind their back n at last they know bout it
i envy people who are not sensitive n emotional just like me....

am i weird or its just an emotional dilemma...

i like people to be true to me
i like people to trust me n have confidence in me
i like people to share their feeling and thoughts with me so that i feel i am appreciated in their life

so that i too will do the same to them...

as i am easily attached to anybody who do all that to me...

am i too easy.... u tell me!! i dunno ... im just confused n heartbroken...
Ya Allah...help me...i need a light to guide me...ameen...

Happy Birthday to me!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!


Syukur pada Allah atas segala nikmat n dugaannye selama ini...syukur diatas segala pemberianNya...

Hope the years coming will be better than before, n i will be a better person... ameen...

good old times

got this forwaded message from my hubby....really laugh my ass out of this mail...reminds me of so many things..hahahahaha!!!

kita membesar dgn menonton G-Force, He-man, Transformers, Thundercats, Silver Hawk, Woody Woodpecker, Chipmunks and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, Mask, Smurfs dan Voltron.

*berus gigi time waktu rehat kat skolah rendah?...hmm, mesti pegang cawan warna-warni kan. mencangkung kat tepi parit dgn classmates semua kat seblah...ingat tak, misi kat skolah masuk kelas dgn list dentist appointment. Pastu bunyi gigi member kite kene gerudi kat bilik sebelah. ada gigi yang berlubang, kene laa tampal.

*ni sure korang igt...program minum susu di skolah. nak galakkan budak2 time tuh minum susu. sekotak 30 sen jek beb...

·cikgu2 kalau nak denda, mesti guna pembaris panjang warna kuning tu. Pukul tapak tangan...kan?

*emangkuk mi sup ke, mihun sup ke, 30 sen jek kat kantin.

·Hankyu Jaya, Yaohan - shopping complex yang popular utk meluangkan masa dgn family. ni for those yg dok KL laa

·time skolah menengah, korang sure beli kasut skolah Bata BM Turbo atau Pallas Jazz. ada yang suka kasut high-cut yang buatan china tu...ada yang suka stoking tebal laaa...



·internet? email? mendalah ape tu? CD? ape tu? kaset tape penah laa dgr. tiket wayang pun 5 inggit je.

·kite pegi kedai runcit, beli Chickerdis, Mamee , Kum Kum, UFO, O-Ya, Ding Dang chocolate balls yang ada mainan kat dlm die, 'telur' keras warna warni, 'rokok' chewing gum, KIKI Bubble Gum tak dilupakan, 'Ti Kam'.

·bile dah abih exam, main Monopoly la, Donkey la, Happy Family laa dlm class.

·tapi bunyi loceng laa yang paling best skali. boleh beli aiskrim ngan apek kat luar skola tuh...lagi satu loceng masa nak pegi rehat. tinggal kan keje skolah, jom kita pegi makan. budak2 yg dpt Rancangan Makanan Tambahan (RMT) mesti kluar awal.

*lagi satu yang seronok mase time Pendidikan Jasmani, PJ. main bolalaa, rounders laa...permainan kegemaran, main guli, batu seremban, penutup botol, batang aiskrim, 'Pepsi Cola one-two-three', 'Police & Sentry', kejar2 duduk...

·kita hilangkan dahaga dgn aiskrim 10 sen. yang tube aiskrim, ada byk2 color tu. kalau nak makan, kene patahkan kat tengah2 die!

·lipat kertas kecik2, pastuh buat lastik. hmmm..ni pun kita main dulu ni. baling2 kapur laa.

·hmm...budak2 kat university skarang, kebanyakan nye lahir thn 1987/88. skarang digelar 'remaja'.

·bagi diorg, diorg mane penah dgr lagu 'We Are the World, We Are the Children...' dan lagu 'Uptown Girl' yang diorg tau, yg Westlife nyanyi....bkn Billy Joel nyanyi...bagi diorg, ada satu je Jerman kat dunia ni, dan ade satu je Vietnam.

·AIDS wujud sejak diorg lahir.

·CD pun wujud time diorg lahir.

·Michael Jackson dah putih dah time tu.

·Diorg percaya Spiderman dgn Incredible Hulk tu filem2 baru.

·Diorg tak bley bayangkan skrin hitam putih utk sebuah komputer.

·Diorg tak penah tau pun 'Atari' dgn 'Game & Watch'.

·Diorg tak percaya penah ada TV hitam putih...dan diorg skarang tak reti nak switch on TV kalau xde remote control.

·dan diorg tak paham macam mane kite boleh survive dkt universiti tanpa handphone...

·hmm...jom kite check, kite ni dah tua ke:

1.korg paham ape yang korang baca kat atas ni, dan korg sure tersenyum

2.kebanyakan member2 skolah menengah kite dah kawin

3.korg sure pelik bile nengok bdak2 kecik main komputer, selamba je

4.kita geleng kepala bile nengok bdak2 skolah menengah guna handphone

5.kita dah tak byk sembang2 dgn member melalui telefon lagi setiap hari

6.bile jumpe member lame dari semasa ke semasa, seronok bile bersembang

7.pasal cerite2 lame, cerite2 kelakar yang kite alami mase dulu time kecik2, nakal2 dulu...



last skali, bile dah bace email ni, korang akan terpikir utk forwardkan dkt member2 lame korg.

Sure diorg suke punye laa...heheheYaa, kite pun dah semakin tua!! Teringat zaman2 dulukan?

so...??? isnt it nice to remember at old times...hmmmmm

new experience

u eat it in here ok...hehe

oooh i forgot, went to kelantan n had this new experience of eating sura (pronounced as sugha in kelantan)..dunno how to spell it though....hehe...

its very tasty but u'll get bored with it if u eat it a lot....yeah as usual other than eating sura, visit few close relatives when we were there...i am finally able to actually speak kelantan a bit, coz b4 this i was quite shy to speak that language because im afraid that ppl will laugh at me or something...or thinking that i might sound like some siamese freak....

but finally i got the gut to speak with some of the relatives who actually cannot speak other language other than kelantan language....hahaha!!! bravo to me... takla terer sangat bolehlah sikit2... yelah nak fit it with the family la katakan...kang org kata x nak gaul lak..ye dok..hehe

went to pengkalan kubor to buy some cheap stuff...n went to KB mall, which i guess one the happening shapping mall in kota bharu....it was ok, coz i could finally buy some nice clothes n shoes at a very much cheaper price...below rm50, hahaha...kalu kat KL, mau satu skirt nk dekat rm70, itupun yg biasa2 je yg xde brand...hmm puas hatilah jugak....

n on the last day, bought some stuff at the famous pasar siti khadijah....i especially like the gula melaka....which kelantanese calld 'nise'...coz they made into small pieces, which are actually easy to use....n other stuff which are hard to find in kl...

nothing to say

nonie n the waves...

me with my baby girl

me n dear hubby at the beach

assalamualaikum.... so long since my last post...a lot of things has happened... my sister in law was married on the 4th of december.... busy with my daughter who has started to crawl n now in the crave of standing on her own...got to watch her all the time coz she likes to do all her 'stunts' on her own n not knowing that she might bump flat on her back while doing that...hehehe...

its true people say that children sometimes is a test for their parents... especially when u stay 24-7 with ur child n u had to do all the house chores n take care of ur baby at the same time..no wonder i heard people going out to get back their job when they could stay at home taking care of their babies...salute to all the housewives who've gone through that period of time excellently n did a great job raising up their children...(wish i will be like that..ameen) n one woman would be my mother in-law....bravo mama!! u really are superb...!!

yeah u know what ppl say, manusia ni tak pernah puas, yang keje nak duduk umah, yg duduk umah nak keje.... noooo!! im not eager to go back to work in office, besides i dun think i can bear watching other ppl taking care of my girl... hahahha!!!

well anyway... went back to kelantan during the cny n awal muharram long holiday...singgah t'ganu jap to vsit my mom in-law's friend's house whose son is getting married....

we had a great time in terengganu.... we stayed in awana kijal....walked on the beach n played kite in the evening...really love the beach... i would plyed wth the waves, if i was not thinking that i had a baby to take care to , hahahaha!!...

n amidst of all that....yeah..i admit i miss my family a lot...how my brothers n my mom would love to be there.... i remembered my bro n i used to swim together everytime we went for a trip to P.D. or any rivers, yeap missed those times... i think i should plan the trip again, wait till my girl is big enough to enjoy all that..hehe