10 August 2007
since the birth of insyirah, i somehow feel that the challenge of being a mother has somewhat grew and getting tougher each day..
with izzah growing and needs even more attention than ever,well judging from her shouting everytime i dont respond to her remarks or calling.. orang melayu kata apa tak menang tangan.
during the confinement period, i was so-called separated from izzah n my husband to give way to my recovery...sedihnye berjauhan dgn ahli keluarga tuhan je yang tau... eventhough bkn jauh sgt pun...
by that time i know, how precious they are to me..and Alhamdulillah ya Allah for giving them to me in my life.
well back to izzah...the confinement period was also acting as period utk bercerai susu ngan izzah, so it was even harder for my hubby to take care of izzah when she is still craving for my milk during the night..tapi syukur tak terhingga pd Allah kerana memudahkan perjalanan kami, akhirnye izzah berjaya hidup tanpa susu ibunye, which was my greatest fear before the birth, coz we have tried everything to let her cling to something else other than my milk. susu formula toksah cakapla..boleh wat kedai jual susu dh kat umah.
both me n my hubby had tough times there..
my hubby told me that izzah starts to understand and grasp thing even faster during my confinement period, as she can recognizes alphabets and words quickly...even songs too, oooo sedih sungguh coz i missd all that...even i couldnt celebrate her 2nd birthday... lagi la sedih..to see her face while she cuts the cake..n her enjoyment while opening the presents...
only tears can describe the feeling when i hear her birthday song is sang through the hp speaker..
yes..yes.. i know im too sensitive...well thats me..
and know when we are back in one roof again, my normal routine continues, saying no to izzah whenever she's up to something fishy..or climb the table..or jumping here n there...or spilling water or food on the floor :)
well thats izzah, n i hope ill be there for every new thing she learns everyday...
she can now remember and recognize characters..esp families...well a note to nonie..dun worry, she still remember you whenever we show her ur picture...auntie onie.thats what she calls u...
hmm izzah..izzah... mama will always love u :)
Posted by SuE KasSiM written at 2:31 AM