haih....my sensitive side has come again... yes..yes... i am actually a sensitive person, thats why i can cry almost to anything that touched my heart...tak kire la.. nampak orang keta rosak tepi jalan pun nak sedih...kih kih...nmpak org tua jalan sorang2 xde sape pimpin pun nak sedih...haa tahap tula kesedihan tu...
but i have always try my best to hide it, n not to think so much bout it..coz by only doing that can i be though enough to face challenges in this world...n at the end of the day, it will be Him that i go to and burst it all out. Other than that it will be my mum, tapi takkan nk citer sumer lak kat mak kite, nnti die risau..n knowing my mum,kalu die tahu masalah anak2 die gerenti x tido malam, pastu dok mikir jela masalh tu sampai masalah tu hilang...
maybe thats why i like to laugh n talk so much, so that i can easily forget the things that im sensitive aboutt...hmm subhanallah....
yeah, dah lama jgk perasaan sensitif ni x dtg, sejak sebulan lepas la tetiba je cepat terasa...this must be that changing hormones of pregnancy..yup thats it....
suddenly feeling romantic..mula la bukak gamabr2 lama, bkk cd kawen ..kih kih...kadang2 kelakar la ngan diri sendiri....last2 izzah jgk yg layan mama die, sib baik die excited tgk papa ngan mama die dlm cd tu, kalu x terpaksalah layan barney die...
tp seronok jgk kan bkk gambr2 lama...best jer tgk time dulu2...hihi...miss those good old days...hmmm...kalu jumpa kengkwn yg lama x jumpa, they must've think ill be working in this awesome corporate office with my own car n stuff..whereas actually im not...yup...sorry guys... u guessed wrong...dont be shcoked!!... kite merancang Allah yg tentukan...
hope i can manage this sensitivity feeling of mine.....hope i can control it this time around..
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8 years ago
