life today n the future ahead

its almost the end of 2007, many things has happend...

got my 2nd child, my youngest brother got engaged n will soon be getting married, sudden change of life path, big changes in the company, im involving in my own business, n many more..

but the major one is moving to another continent of the world...
couldnt really imagine myself living in another place other than malaysia, im actually happy the first time hubby popped the idea, but after a while,
ive been thinking about my mother, my booming business, our house, the cost involved...

phewww....after a long talk with hubby, it was the right thing to do...cutting of everything n trying to make a new start in our life....ya Allah semoga kami memperoleh kejayaan ya Allah...ameen..

it was a sacfrice that we had to make in order to make a better life of ourself...

i would be spending a few months on my own with the kids...can i handle it? i wonder?? missing my dear beloved hubby? me n the kids have never been separated, not even any any outstation...ooo abang...i will miss you....i really hope i wont burst out when izzah said "papa takde.." hmmm :|

i do think i can manage, but i figured, the first few weeks would be quite tough with the kids n all, n sentimental dengan rindu-rinduan nyer...

need to brush my driving skills, its been ages since ive been behind the wheels...hehe...

and going on the airplane with the kids to meet hubby later on...fuuuuuhhhh...that's one tough job...maybe not to other kids, but to my kids especially izzah who likes to explore everything near her sight... oooh doakanlah everything will be smooth n arrive smoothly to meet hubby...

well...wish me luck!! i'll be needing that a LOooTTT!!

posting + matric life

salam all,
ive so many to write, and time wasnt always on my side...
hopefully i'll got the time more to write in the future..

been reading blogs from my old friend nora, she was my dear friend masa zaman2 uia dulu...

ader posting die citer masa zaman2 matrik dulu...hehehe...yes yes....the memory in uia matric is still very clear in my mind...

masa matric i actually learned a lot of things, new culture n new environment....
uia was full of budak2 sekolah agama, so like me yg dtg dari so called sekolah biasa nih...cam pelik jgk tgk diorang nyer perangai nih...cam malu2 n timid sket...kalu nk tau senang je perbezaannye,..dlm kelas yg ddk depan n byk cakap tuh mesti bdk sekolah biasa, yg dk belakang tuh mesti bdk sekolah agama...

alas...eventhough that, ader baiknye jgk diorang nih, ilmu agama n akhlak yg diorang potray tu bagus dijadikan ikutan...hehe..

at the same time, tengah rancak bercinta pun ader...maklumlah baru bercinta jadi macam orang gila bayang laa..

ya Allah...x bleh lupa betul..dahla uia matric was very strict about non-muhrim relationships n futhermore both of us, were quite active n our curricurlar activities...pastu plak pegang jawatan bhgn2 da'wah lak tu.,...masya-Allah...alih2 dua2 org nih sakan bercinta...kih kih...nearly the whole campus knew about us..ish ish ishh....

that was in 1998, hp wa still bulky, nk beli pun mahal, we communicate through letters, kesian kawan2 jadi mangsa pass surat cinta, asyik kumpul je duit syiling, sbb nak call buah hati..entah cemana public phone kat matric tu leh wat call in, entah sapa punye keje, hahahaha...tp seronok sbnrnye, adik2 sekarang yg bercinta mmg lucky, hp is cheap now, even credit pun murah ader yg rm10 je, cam x logik je...leh tulis blog lak tuh meluahkan kata2 cinta...kitaorang xdelaaa...kat hostel dok berebut public phone, balik umah kene marah ngan mak sbb org lain nk call xleh sbb kitaorang duk bergayut kat telepon...kah kah...
woowww that was the days hah..

friends...lat, fuzah, farah, syra, ad, ijun, nora, yatie, k.e., n lots more to mention in words... miss u gals a lot...most have married...kalau ader yg belum maybe i was not informed...

after graduation in main campus uia, ramai yg bawa haluan masing2... kalu ader reunion lagi , insya-Allah mmg nak pegi...