thrilled by one's passion

Assalamualaikum....helo helo....just read another blogger's write-out....i'm simply fascinated by her passion on the topic of islam... how much islam has made her 'complete' in every single way of her life....hmmm alhamdulillah....reminds me of myself back when i was in school.....

i was quite naughty when i was in my teenage years...always trying new things n making friends with all sorts or weird people n always trying to find an identity which end up following other ppl's persona...

it was during m school holidays when i was 16, something triggered me to join this summer camp organised by quite a popular motivator back then... ironically...at that age, i will usually go to this sort of thing with my friends but this time i went alone...

anddd...from the day i left that camp...i had found who myself were , i found what i needed in life n i found a vision in my life...

i will never forget all the things that i learnt there.... it was like...God showed me the right way....
and from then on, i was a different person....n i'm happy to be that person....

welll what really happend to me?....i guess if u know me personally u can ask me...but if not, too bad...just couldnt explain it in mail...got to come right out of my mouth to understand the changes i've gone through....

Thank u Almighty for ur Guidance....
and after that i had studied hard to achieve my goal n enterd my chosen varsity, helpd my family in any way that i could....n wished on finding my soulmate in that varsity... ha ha....n alhamdulillah...my soulmate indeed went to the same varsity.....

hmm to good to be true huh?? neee..... noooo....i had my bumps in life..every life must have its obstacle...i had gone through mine.... i know there'll be more in life ahead of me...n i hope i'll go through it strong n smooth.... with support from my family n my loved ones...

Have u ever felt that u have had just enough of someone's attitude n just couldnt be bothered to do anything about it...n just leave it as it is...

im feeling that right now...i'm tired actually.... i have always tried hard to be the best for everyone...but yet its hard to make everyone happy (hmm cam pernah dgr ayat ni tapi dimana yaaa, oo yee..blog kasih putih...hehe pinjam ek ja)

entahlaaa.... just couldnt be like i used to before..... have other commitment now...my life is different... pleaaaseee understand!!! i have tried my best ok....if ever that someone is reading my blog, hope u will learn to understand that our life r not like it used to be...we have far bigger responsibilities than to think about something like this...

i better log out before i get more stressed out...later...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED ABANG.......

Semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki ....it was my hubby's birthday yesterday....my in laws came yesterday to make a surprise to him, but he could smell the plan, partly it was my fault..haha sorriii noni n jaja....k sue takleh laa ngan abang ni.....takpe2 thn dpn, janji simpan rahsie betul2...hehe.....

ok abang, hope ur birthday this year was fun n a memorable one....

Assalamualaikum....hello...

Went out to send Fifi (my sis in law's cat).. for grooming....but our appointment was cancelled...too bad.... and all the hassle of finding another place for her grooming place, end up to a failure as well. Hmmm... reminds me of how much i loved cats.... which was a long time ago, to the extend of kissing the cat n sleeps in the bedroom with me....

haha...too bad..that much desire lessen when the last cat that i kept, lost... from that time onwards, cats remain as cats n no more than that...that soft spot was gone...