Carambola

yes, the aussies call it CARAMBOLA... memula tengok kat supermarket, amende la buah ni nama cam isketambola...hahahha nampak cam belimbing...die jual pun sikit je..
agaknye nk test market dulu..

still a new product on shelf, sampaikan nk scan kat counter x keluar harga...

after eating, mmg la belimbing...hihii..although it taste a little bit funny..but its good to know that they have it here in aussie..hehehehe...

hari tu hubby gi beli daging halal jumpa tempe...pastu sape yg paling happy?? yess!!! sape lagi kalu bukan suriani kassim..yeayyy!!!! bestnye dpt makan tempe....
terus je goreng utk mkn tengahari...yum yummm!!! best nyer tempe...!! but unfortunately, that only come once in a blue moon...kalu ader, aderla kalu xde gigit jari jelaaa!!! hmm ;(

A Little Prayer

Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim
Kau ampunilah dosaku yg telah ku perbuat
Kau limpahkanlah aku dgn kesabaran yg tiada terbatas
Kau berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal
Kau kurniakanlah aku dengan sifat keredhaan
kau peliharakanlah lidahku dr kata2 nista
Kau kuatkanlah semangatku menempuhi segala cabaranMu
Kau berikanlah aku sifat kasih sesama insan

Ya Allah
sekiranya suami ku ini pilihan Mu di Arash
Berilah aku kekuatan dan keyakinan untuk terus bersamanya
Sekiranya suamiku ini adalah suami yg akan membimbing tanganku dititianMu
Kurniakanlah aku sifat kasih dan redha atas segala perbuatannya
Sekiranya suami ku ini adlh bidadara untuk ku ke Jannah Mu
Limpahkanlah aku dgn sifat tunduk dan tawaduk akan segala perintahnya
Sekiranya suamiku ini adlh yg terbaik untukku di duniaMu
Peliharalah tingkah laku serta kata2ku dari menyakiti perasaannya
Sekiranya suami ku ini jodoh yg dirahmati oleh Mu
Berilah aku kesabaran utk menghadapi segala kerenah dan ragamnya

Tetapi Ya Allah
Sekiranya suami ku ini ditakdirkan bukan untuk diriku seorang
Kau tunjukkanlah aku jalan yg terbaik utk aku harungi segala dugaanMu
Sekiranya suami ku tergoda dengan keindahan duniaMu
Limpahkanlah aku kesabaran utk terus membimbingnya
Sekiranya suamiku tunduk terhadap nafsu yg melalaikan
Kurniakanlah aku kekuatanMu untuk aku perbetulkannya keadaannya
Sekiranya suami ku menyintai kesesatan
Kau pandulah aku untuk menarik dirinya keluar dari terus terlena

Ya Allah
Kau yang Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik utk ku
Kau juga yang Maha Mengampuni segala kesilapan dan keterlanjuranku
Sekiranya aku tersilap berbuat keputusan,bimbinglah aku ke jalan yg Engkau redhai
Sekiranya aku lalai dalam tanggungjawabku sbg seorg isteri
Kau hukumlah aku di dunia tetapi bukan di akhiratMu
Sekiranya aku ingkar dan derhaka
Berikanlah aku petunjuk ke arah RahmatMu

Ya Allah sesungguhnya
Aku lemah tanpa petunjukMu
Aku buta tanpa bimbinganMu
Aku cacat tanpa hidayahMu
Aku hina tanpa rahmatMu

Ya Allah
Kuatkan hati dan semangatku
Tabahkan aku menghadapi segala cubaanMu
Jadikanlah aku isteri yang disenangi suami
Bukakanlah hatiku utk menghayati agamaMu
Bimbinglah aku menjadi isteri yg solehah
Hanya padaMu Ya Allah ku pohon segala harapan
Kerana aku pasrah dengan dugaanMu

Kerana aku sedar hinanya aku
Kerana aku insan lemah yg kerap keliru
Kerana aku leka dengan keindahan duniaMu
Kerana kurang kesabaran ku menghadapi cabaranMu
Kerana pendek akal ku mengharungi ujianMu

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku
Aku hanya ingin menjadi isteri yg dirahmati
Isteri yang dikasihi
Isteri yang solehah
Isteri yang sentiasa di hati suamiku.. Ameen ya Rabbal Alamin...

credits to my dear old uni-mate hadina, for this doa..
i almost break in tears reading this doa..really touched my heart..
to all my family n friends...copy n take this doa to be part of
ur daily prayer..its really good..helps us to be a better person in life..
applicable to married n not...just adjust the doa here n there...

life has never been simple in our life..its up to us to make it better n seek
His help to make it livelier...

reluctance

Salam to everyone..

Sorry ive not been updating the blog..weather here is getting colder everyday...
raining almost everyday...sejuknye subhanallah..

izzah n syirah just got better from their cold... alhamdulillah.. i personally dun like my kids getting sick...not only i pity them for having to bear the pain, n feeling uncomfortable all over but their rebellious act on medication..

ya Allah i would do anything rather than giving them to drink the syrup, izzah have always survived flu n fever by her own..no drugs can penetrate her body..syirah however can drink , but only a bit..after a few times, she would spat it out ...
i should be grateful in some way, coz its good that less drugs are injected in their body..their immune system should do all the work..

i wouldnt blame them for their reluctance..i guess it comes from me..i have never...NEVER liked medicine..i've never swallowed a single panadol pill until i was 16 or 18 i think, hahahaha sampaikan doc kat klinik nak marah sbb dah besar2 mintak ubat air lagi...LOL..sib baik la skrg ni relak je makan jamu pill tu..kalu jamu serbuk tu hhehe..sorila...lum berjaya lagi...

i guess bcoz of that reason, my kids hardly get any fever..syukur alhamdulillah.. itu hikmahnye rupanye..syukur sangat..

Gathering

Before i forget, Happy Birthday to IRFAN NAQIUDDIN BIN AHMAD ZAILAN....thats my nephew..my bro's son...happy bday pan...nanti balik msia achik chun kasi hadiah ek..
lama dah x celeb bday ngan irfan kan...sumer org sibuk...xpelah nnti kite gi celeb eh..

Ok..we finally joined the msian students postgraduate community here in perth..alhamdulillah..lots of friendly faces and it really feels like home when meeting them..sumernye ramah2 belaka..

we had barbecued lamb, nasi minyak, sup ekor..karipap n popiah...i brought some cakes for them n there were others who brought kueh bakar..(ooo sedap kueh bakar die), n agar2..

izzah made new friends of her own...hmmm she's getting bigger everyday...hehe...
im happy that she's happy meeting all her new friends...which gives more reason for us to send her to kindy next year...hehe...


Irfan showing off his IRON MAN presents..(sabar jela pan...)

Friendly new friends in perth..


Izzah n her new friends..

Mothers

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers out there...including me..hehe...

I have 2 beautiful ladies in my life to celebrate this day..my own mother n my mother-in-law..

To mak,
thank u for being there all this while and understand my situations even if i dun have to tell u what it is (mother's can tell kan when we're in hard situations..) well u see i dun like to tell anyone when im having a hard time in my life..x suka mengadu..nyusah orang je nak dengar..but somehow she will know...tulah physic power of mothers..heheh...

To mama,
Although ive only known u for 4 years...u're truly a great mother, i can see it thru the love shown from ur kids..n i understand why they cant be apart from u..i hope to learn all that makes u a great mother n hope to i can be one soon..ameen...

To both of my mothers..they are the perfect role models for me..both have diif virtues that teaches and help me alot to be a wife n a mother..they have tought me alot in so many aspects..i couldnt even say it in words..both direct n indirectly..
i can only repay them by being be a good wife to my husband a good mother to my kids...coz.. insya-Allah the repayment will be in the Here-After..

and for that I LOVE U BOTH...

another birthday!!

This is a late entry...happy birthday to JAJA(my sis-inlaw) n ELIZA..my dear childhood friend... birthday korang sama hari..tu yg ingat tu...

oo yes, before i forget...lat's will be on the 8th of may...HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAT!!

semoga murah rezeki n dipanjangkan umur...

i'm really sorry if i cant remember all of my friends' birthday dates..feel free to update me..insya-Allah i'll try to remember them..

i should thank friendster n other of its kind...ringgo lah, facebook la, pagi la (pernah dgr x, i've got invitation to enter that one), windows live la...god knows..entah brape byk lagi...

but all these has helped me a lot in reminding me of my friends's birthday..hehe...

i like to celeb bday..entah la nape...cam best je...
ader masa study dulu ader ke patut plan wat bday party sendiri..pegi beli kek sendiri pastu ajak kawan2 celeb ngan kite...hahahaha taksub tul!!!!

sekali masa matric...ngan lat, fuzah and the rest of my house mate
n sekali masa final year main-campus...ngan nora (wei ingat lagi x nora!!), nik, eliza, aizah, n my roomates...

masa kat main-camp tu lagi lawak...tengah2 sibuk nk prepare bday party (organized by the bday girl herself nih) boleh lak kene spotcheck...ya Allah sabar je...siap kene dende lagik sbb terkantoi simpan periuk nasi...hahahah...kelakar laa kalu ingat balik..itu antara kenangan2 masa blaja dulu..hahaha....

oooohh...to all my friends..yg x sempat n x ingat bday korang..happy birthday !!

Happy Birthday Aisya!!

Yes...another online birthday..!! Happy birthday to my dear niece, Nur Aisya Ayumi!!

dah setahun dah sya!! hehe...balik msia nnti kenal ke x cik yani ni??hehehe
xpe...nnti masa balik msia..kite main sesama ngan kak izzah n syirah kay...!!

seronok plak ngan online bday nih...rase cam best jer.. actually rase cam dekat je...nk wat lak everytime there's a birthday around...hopefully masa tu sumer org free laa...next one to come sapa ye?? haa kene tgk calendar nih...